remember

often

2007-02-13T14:51:00.000-08:00

happy valentines day everyone..

ive been growing up lately..

ill update y'all soon..

for the mintime

you can catch my scribbles

HERE.

counting

2007-02-03T23:53:00.000-08:00

im singing counting blue cars right now,
no special reason involved, just boredom and some more boredom.
my groupmates were suppose to be here hours ago,
but they're late..
extra late..
thats why im here, in front of the computer.
trying to make sense.
bye

gotta blast.

2006-12-30T18:34:00.000-08:00

dsl is slow as a turtle..
so it brings back the days when everyone was using dial up.

the earthquake in taiwan caused major distractions in their bandwith thats why it
takes a while to download some stuff..

(quick note: yesterday we celebrated my brother's birthday at pier one.. chino was there too, the same way he was there a year ago.. i love the way he connects with my family!!!)

well, i wouldnt have to worry that much since my family and i are spending new year's eve in tagaytay..

we hate the fireworks and the godamn firecrackers that almost gave me a heart attack the other night..

we'll be leaving soon and im still sitting pretty in front of the computer..

oh well, i just wish you all a BLAST this new year's eve and a happy new year too...

be careful with the firecrackers.

doggie!

2006-12-29T06:58:00.000-08:00

WHAT DID I GET FOR XMAS?:)

- a new phone (*thanks for the additions chino)
-a gym membership
-some cashhhhhh..
-shopping spree

and i want a dog.. please:)

..

2006-12-26T08:51:00.000-08:00

i have a problem.
and im falling apart.

stronger. sounds good for a new year's resolution.

i miss..

2006-12-26T08:44:00.000-08:00

i miss..

nevermind.

uneasy..

2006-12-26T08:42:00.000-08:00

labo.

inside out..

2006-12-17T00:35:00.000-08:00

im in alabang right now..
finals week never seems to end..
i have to re submit some plates tomorrow
and on the 20th..

big time, hard time..

im not making sense..
cause my brain's out of thoughts..
and this is what i call
BRAIN DRAIN...

experience it.

thanks starbucks..
you never let me down..

smile.

2006-12-15T05:52:00.000-08:00

im at chino's room right now,
he's watching coach carter while im abusing his laptop.
hehehe!

were waiting for his mom, so that we could bond with his mom:)

im excited..
im speechless
and chino is sick:(

loveyousoomuch bbq..

last day of classses for me tomorrow..
cant wait till everything is over..
i mean in school.

chika moment..

2006-12-13T06:30:00.000-08:00

i just found out my cousins released a new video.

click here

and i just found out that i only have 2 days of school and

and its vacation time..

i dont know if i should go to baguio on monday

or just stay here in manila..

think think think!

main stream.

2006-12-13T04:08:00.000-08:00

happy 1 day to my blog. hahah:) it survived.

so okei, here's the deal.. today i received my monthly bill from globe, 1,351.51.. i only use my globe for text and maybe a few calls, but how the hell did it increase to that amount? im complaining, it a scam that people was never aware of.

school was tight today, we had out finals in perspective one. it was easy but then we were time pressured so, easy wasnt the best way to describe it..

mentally unbalanced is the best way to describe me after my finals in perspective1.

ahck..

chino is still sick, and i hope he gets better by the minute!:) iloveyoubee..
thanks for dropping by earlier.

you.

2006-12-12T06:44:00.000-08:00

dont you just love my new layout?

i just love it

happy.

2006-12-12T05:57:00.000-08:00

today was a wonderful wonderful day.
nag date kami ni chino..

ang saya.
namiss ko yun bee..

get well soon.
LOVE YOU!

breathee!

2006-12-10T06:49:00.001-08:00

mashado mo naman ata ineedit mukha mo sa photoshop kaya pag nakikita ka nung mga lalake sa personal nabibigla sa ichura mo..

easy lang.

maging masaya ka kung ano man ichura mo.

hindi ka naman kasi panget.

hindi mo kailangan ng super flawless na skin

para mahalin ng ibang tao.

ang kelangan mo magandang ugali

at magandang puso.

try mo photoshop ugali mo.

KAYA?:)

breathee!

2006-12-10T06:49:00.000-08:00

mashado mo naman ata ineedit mukha mo sa photoshop kaya pag nakikita ka nung mga lalake sa personal nabibigla sa ichura mo..

easy lang.

maging masaya ka kung ano man ichura mo.

hindi ka naman kasi panget.

hindi mo kailangan ng super flawless na skin

para mahalin ng ibang tao.

ang kelangan mo magandang ugali

at magandang puso.

try mo photoshop ugali mo.

KAYA?:)

sablay..

2006-12-06T06:11:00.000-08:00

kanina.. nag arrange ako ng dinner for two dun sa coffee shop sa harap ng bahay namin, kasi namimiss ko na yung mga times na magkasama tyu kumakain, nagkkwentuhan lang.. yung simple lang.. wala pa parehas tyu mashadong ginagawa..

so i planned something sweet, to bring back the old times.. pero parang sumablay ako sa estimation eh..

next time na lang ulit..:)

ehem.

2006-12-05T06:27:00.000-08:00

namimiss ko na yung mga araw na masaya ka.

sana kaya pa din kita pasayahin.

buti na,,

2006-12-05T05:54:00.000-08:00

where's the magic lamp

that contains the magic of my heart?

if found: please let me know.

goo goo!

2006-12-05T05:41:00.000-08:00

sabi ni chico-chico-pao-pao..
magandang babae ako, hehehe
biglang banat na gusto daw niya ng
"tamiya" sa pasko..tama ba spelling nun,
okei lang kahit mali.. hindi naman
ako bibili nun eh.. sorry..
hehehe!

thanks sa playlist chico-chico-pao-pao.

the truth.

2006-12-05T05:37:00.000-08:00

im trying to believe the things that i dont know.
love could kill the pain.
the truth is never vain.
it turns stragers into lovers
and enemies into brothers.

and some people, will never ever understand.

stronger.

2006-12-05T03:21:00.000-08:00

TO MY SISTER TATS & MICHELLE AND TO MY ONE ONLY NOTORIOUS DAD.. (WHO'S IN THE OTHER SIDE OF THIS WORLD).

I MISS YOU SOO MUCH.

SEE YOU SOON. OKEI?

thanks!

2006-12-05T03:19:00.000-08:00

KAIBIGAN,
MARAMING SALAMAT.

seriously.

2006-12-05T03:17:00.000-08:00

this is our last chance..

lets make the most out of it.

linger

2006-12-04T22:54:00.000-08:00

i have soo many things to do, yet, here i am infront of the computer printing stickers for my planner.

oh so sweet!

a letter from a friend:

2006-12-03T04:46:00.000-08:00

i havent been online for 2 days but when i opened my e-mail earlier found this letter in my inbox.

*it came from a friend.

dearest dina,
its been awhile since we've talked. i heard what happened, and im not sorry for you, you shouldnt be crying your eyes out you're a strong woman. one of the strongest women i've met in this lifetime. i heard what happened and what you did when you heard the BIG news and how you survived the whole night trying to hold back your tears. as i've thought you're strong enough to face anything. how do you do it? they said you look pale and weak. i hope you're feeling alot better now. as you've always said to me "SHIT HAPPENS" and it really happens. just get back on your feet as fast as possible and dont trip over the same trap again. im sad with what he did, but you have to learn to forgive. you have to learn to move on and disregard the pain that is somehow haunting you right now. its up to you whether you'd forgive him or avoid him. whatever it is, im your friend. a friend till the end. i know you're pretty pissed that i left manila without telling you, no one knew that i left. i feel pretty bad for not being able to be there for you, but now. im here for you. trying to be meanungful in a way for me to show that i care about you. not in a romantical fantasy way, you know what i mean? hahaha! take care of yourself, dont eat too much. i kidding.:) miss you. hit me back. OKEI?!

love.
------

alive.

2006-12-03T04:31:00.000-08:00

chino celebreated his birthday at the legroom last friday..
alot of people were able to make it, but still a few were missing in action.

dear chino,
i hope you had a blast last friday!:) iloveyou. happy birthday again.
♥ dina

alot of things happened last friday.. it was fun, loaded and everything else that's deep enough for you to understand.

pictures COMING SOON:)

SATURDAY:
woke up due to excessive text messages from my friends.
i went to school *to attend a make-up class in mech draw2*

since saturday was really heavy for me, well.. i talked to some friends and surprisingly i found comfort to someone who's not even a close friend. we just exchange hello's once in awhile pero he really listened to me, i appreciate it. thanks thanks thanks.

after class chino and i went to rockwell.. we talked.

he dropped me off at g4 afterwards, i met up with daphneeeeeee, bop and of course CHOOP.

whenever im sad, i surround myself with people who means soo much to me.. its like i find cure in them or something, its not permanent, but it doesnt matter at least even for awhile.

choop and i had dinner with tito gene and grace, then we went back to the hotel to have a massage.:) relax!!

im finding a hard time to compose my thoughts lately, maybe because im thinking of millions of things..

so i have to end this now. bye.

idiotic storm..

2006-11-29T21:09:00.000-08:00

just when eveything is going according to plan..
signal no.1 hits manila, on the morning of dec.1.

why does it have to be on the 1st and not on the 2nd or the 3rd or whenever..

shit talaga!

ive been planing this for a month already, then when everything was finalized..
no classes due to this rumored typhoon who is said to be stronger than milenyo.

i have no one to blame but nature.
so where do i start?!

shit talaga!
i feel like crying..

relaks.

2006-11-29T05:05:00.000-08:00

scholl hasnt been that fun for me.
stress.
late plates.
low grades.
average grades.

my school makes me feel that my talent will neve be enough for the world to notice.
darn.

but im still trying, still holding on.

my relationship with my school is like a love story, there are good times. bad times and sometimes i want to break up with my school and forget everything else that goes along with it.

but eniweis, people seem to aim more than normal, more than what is expected.. people are never contented.

and as for me, i have given myself enough room for corrections and imperfections.

wish me luck.

tonight im celebrating.
tonight ill cherish every single drop of my coffee.

ill celebrate life and everything else that goes along with it.

adios.

love.

2006-11-24T09:47:00.000-08:00

my sister AGATHA and my dad is leaving on sunday. papa is going to alabama and my sister is going to alabama,connecticut, san fran and california. she'll hope from one place to another.. papa will be back after his meeting, that might be a week or two.. and agatha might be back on the 2nd of january..

this is the FIRST christmas that we wont be spending together, she'll be spending christmas with my other sister MICHELLE who's in connecticut and 3 months pregnant.

and after christmas she'll be spending the holiday left overs wih robby family in san francisco. *robby is her boyfriend*

i cant imagine not spending christmas with her, YOU BETTER BRING ME SOMETHING GOOD! or else.. hahah!

on the other side, id be spending christmas with my parents, my little brother and my other brother..

i can smell the scents of my wishlist! hahaha! hope my parents smell the same scent too..

and oh, chino *MY BOYFRIEND* is celebratig his 20th birthday SOON.. im excited.. hope things work out well..

and finally, i got my STARBUCKS PLANNER yahoo0o!:) i was at starbucks earlier with choop! i miss you.. i had a blast earlier NIGGA!!

*no more starbucks for me for the min time. i think i drank way too much coffee"*

and later, sam and friends will be going here to swim swim swim.. we were suppose to go to tagaytay, but we decided to swim somewhere in the city..

im also going to meet up with FRIENDS OF RICKETS later tonight...

ohlalala!

i will miss papa and tats.

i miss chino..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMIE!

byebye!

...

2006-11-21T06:54:00.000-08:00

nawawala ka na ba?

i dont have anyone to talk to.

stop.

2006-11-21T06:52:00.000-08:00

its good to cry..
to release everything inside..
every little pain converted into tears..
but how do i stop the
tears from falling?

patrick.

2006-11-21T06:30:00.000-08:00

but the truth is, i miss you. soo much!

...

2006-11-21T06:29:00.000-08:00

dina..
no more.
okei?

nononononon!

2006-11-21T06:28:00.000-08:00

¿Puedo mentir a todos pero a yo mismo, cuán injusto puede eso es?

tama ka.

2006-11-21T06:19:00.000-08:00

TRYING HARD AKO.:)

walking.

2006-11-21T06:18:00.000-08:00

¿Las llamas para quitar el polvo, los amantes al friends. por qué hace todo las cosas buenas se acaban?

2006-11-20T06:10:00.000-08:00

Yo nunca quiero permitirle ir pero yo me siento como yo se puso le sabe ya. quizá si el corazón para la paliza, acostumbrado dolió este tanto.

Te quiero soo mucho que haré algo prevenir nuestro barco del hundimiento.

figure it out.

2006-11-20T05:58:00.000-08:00

Aquí voy otra vez.

....

2006-11-20T05:51:00.000-08:00

masakit..

pero try kong kayanin..

voice..

2006-11-20T05:34:00.001-08:00

i tried..

shut my eyes.

2006-11-20T05:34:00.000-08:00

.........................................................................

hey.

2006-11-20T05:18:00.000-08:00

too heavy fo rmy eyes to carry..

*iiiyak ko na lang toh..

hindi ako nagpaparinig o nagpapapansin..

demanding.

2006-11-19T08:06:00.000-08:00

i miss you.
alm mo yun? alam ko naman kasi busy ka eh.
ayaw ko naman mag demamnd ng time.
pero parang may mali eh.
ay wla pala.
ako lang pala yun.
goodnight na lang.

maybe.

2006-11-19T07:16:00.000-08:00

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It wont hurt this much
And never will I have to
Answer again to anyone
Please don't get me wrong
Because I’ll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you oh
One day you'll get sick of
Saying that everything’s alright
And by then I’m sure ill be
Pretending just like I am tonight
Please don't get me wrong
Because I’ll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you oh
Let this go
Let this go
I'll never let this go
But I cant find the words to tell you
I don’t want to be alone
But now I feel like I don’t know you
And I’ll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
That now I feel like I don't know you

ahem..

2006-11-19T06:29:00.000-08:00

save a little for me?

i wish

2006-11-19T06:15:00.000-08:00

namimiss na kita..

planning

2006-11-15T23:00:00.000-08:00

im planning to make a friendster account with chino..
hahah! its not a big deal..
im just thinking..

i might go swimming with sam tomorrow and im going to glorietta right now, im meetin up with some friends..

yeho0o0oo0o0o!

life.

2006-11-09T09:00:00.000-08:00

who wants to walk the extra mile?:)

stay..

2006-11-09T08:57:00.000-08:00

i feel sad right now..
i dont know why, if ever you
happened to know why, pleas tell me
why..
okei?

clubbin_franz: ikaw? basta kailanganin mo ko... hahaha ... open 24 hours....

part of my conversation with my bestfriend, i didnt label him BESTfriend for nothing.

timing..

2006-11-09T08:56:00.000-08:00

wala ng mas hahanep pa sa galing ng kaibigang kong si franz sa timing!
na sakto mo pek!
loveyou always and forever.

im back.

2006-11-08T03:31:00.000-08:00

guess who's back?
..
REASONS why i havent been blogging:
top 3: i was busy..
top 2: i was out MOST of the time
TOP 1: I WAS TOO LAZY TO BLOG.

school is getting harder and harder so maybe its getting better and better.

eniweis, chino and i ate at chicken inasal earlier and then we went to starbucks afterwards, im cokpleting this little red paper in able to get the organizer.. i MUST have one:)

chino's birthday is fast approaching, and.. SECRET! iloveyoubee!

christams is just around the corner.. yaho0o0! and i know what i want for christmas..

oh darn.. laziness is strikes back!

adios!

monthsary!

2006-10-20T10:21:00.000-07:00

in love.

2006-10-20T10:04:00.000-07:00

sentimento mi alma (<-feeling in my soul).

HAPPY 18 MONTHS..

good. bad.happy or sad

LETS STAY TOGETHER.

CHINO MY BBQ --> dont be alarmed if i fall dirija sobre pies (<-head over feet)

ever after.

brighter than sunshine.

we belong together.

ghost in you.

wouldnt it be nice?:)

HAPPY DIECIOCHO MONTHS BBQ!..

stolen.

2006-10-18T22:17:00.000-07:00

Miramos la temporada sube y agarra lejos el último fin de semana del la semana pasada antes el oro y elencanto han sido reemplazan otras canciones apaciguan la temporada se desvanece.
Usted ha robado el corazón. Usted ha robado el corazón.
la invitación sólo despedidas de beca chocan el mejor uno del mejor liqour claro y im nublado de ojos tambiéndecir temprano buenas noches
Usted ha robado el corazón. Usted ha robado el corazón.
Y del fondo antes nosotros terminamos la celebración un strecth bueno antes nuestro hybernation que nuestrossueños están seguros y todo sueño bien..
Duerma bien.

the language.

2006-10-18T22:11:00.000-07:00

Yo sólo quiero que usted sea feliz. La chispa en sus ojos no es el mismo como antes. Im que comienza a perderle aún cuando usted está allí.
Ah bien, qué más da.. Adivino su apenas mí.

well.

2006-10-18T08:49:00.000-07:00

im starting to miss you..

home.

2006-10-17T09:05:00.000-07:00

dearest patrick cuison,
i love you.
im happy were together.
im happy that we will be speding our 18th month on the 21st.
im just really happy your're mine.
what a feeling.
i love you
dina

rainbows.

2006-10-17T08:54:00.000-07:00

im listening to summer skin right now by death cab for cutie and then i shifted it to underwater and now im playing summer skin again.

good things happen when you hold on.

i have great friends. someone who will call me just to assest my voice if im okei or if im not okei and if they sense something is up with me they'll be right at my doorstep no matter how late it is or how early it is. friends are friends and im lucky to have such great friends.

you are very precious to me. i love you.

"dont hate! appreciate!"

needing.

2006-10-15T06:28:00.000-07:00

what do you see when you look at me?

ive decided to live a simple life,

so im rewarding myself

with a trip to banawe,

not soon.

but im going.

i would like to experience different cultures.

know different people.

and somehow, make a difference.

im not rich.

and my dad is no millionaire.

we're pretty much simple.

BUT

we dream big.

keep!

2006-10-09T06:44:00.000-07:00

before anything else id like to inform you that this entry wouldnt make much sense to anyone EXCEPT me.

these are my thoughts, randomly typed and randomly changed or may randomly deleted.

i feel weird right now, well mostly i feel sad. ang labo eh.

on second thoughts, i wouldnt want people to ready anything about my emotions.

im keeping em private.

darkness..

2006-09-29T04:35:00.000-07:00

freakin darkness / blackout.

this is soo not nice.. i feel like eve been isolated from my right..
my right to enjoy 2 classes
*ruined.. thanks electricity for being a bitch.
how could you possibly enjoy this? total blackout
NO INTERNET, NO TV, NO RADIO, NO CHARGER,
NO NIGHT OUTS, NO LIGHTS, NO LONG BATH.
im left with nothing but a book a flahslight
and yes a scented candle..
could it get any BETTER than this?
definitely.

rumors delivered that electircity will resume on SUNDAY.
wow, a day before class starts,
how couls you possibly enjoy?

i can believe im saying this
but im missing school,
and i miss all the normal things that i used to do.
go to school, listen to my proffesor,
rant about my endless plates and everything else.

this storm almost wiped away everything.

rockwell is totally ruined,
the trees were uprooted and their signs were uhm..
devstated by the winds breathe.

greenbelt 3 and glorietta
is still suffering the afterschocks.

and everything else.

no night lfe.

but starbucks is still here at rockwell.

what a feeling.

at least its something to cheer me up during this freaking calamity.

i miss my boyfriend.
i miss my friends.
i miss the sun.

i never really notices i had it all
until this rm washed it all away from me.

lesson learned.
goota move on.

electricity, im begging you.. come back to me.

quotes...

2006-09-27T09:44:00.000-07:00

You are the antidote that gets me by

Something strong like a drug that gets me high.

It's all shallow and all so appealingI'm up to my ankles and I'm drowning anywayIn a sea of sarcastic faces, familiar places

Don't wanna be like Every other girl in the world Like every other one who wants you Cause when I see you, something inside me burns And then I realize, I wanna come first

Strike us like matches, cause everyone deserves the flames We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame

slow motion.

2006-09-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

school started last monday, unlike last term, my schedule was as free as it can be.. 2 days of classes and 5 days of luxurious getaways..
things change.
and it already did.
i have a class EVERYDAY.. minday to friday.
the horror and the gates of hell collides as i watch my life passs me by.

i shit you never.

i should learn to focus more on my priorities
rather than wasting my time in supid non-sense.
like watching tv, eating, sleeping.

thats the only stupid non-sense in my list.

oh the stress of my thoughts.
we shall rest.
goodnight.

2006-09-22T19:36:00.000-07:00

i had to stop bligging for awhile cause i got in trouble
because of writing..
well i guess, every writer inhales their own stories,
i inhaled mine too much that it reesulted to some violent reaction
which i think is inappropriate.

i shit you not.
im just digging down my thoughts
and thinking whether to put milk on my coffee or just drink it as it is.

home..

2006-09-22T19:31:00.000-07:00

home sweet home...
what a feeling!